Mr. Troy

Levi will always have a very special piece of my heart.  I remember before I had Ezra, legitimately wondering how I could love and care for another baby more than Levi.  Of course, the moment my little Panda joined our world, I realized that love could be even stronger.  
Suddenly, Ezzy became my everything and the days of just hanging with Lele and then coming home to my quiet house and getting a full night of sleep, seemed like forever ago.  I worried that I would miss my days with Levi, but even more so, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to have the same bond with Troy because I would be so busy taking care of Ezra.  (I worried about a lot in those early days...)

 Thankfully, I still spend most of my days with Levi, and Mr. Troy and I have a very special bond.  Being the second child, he and I both know what it is like to have a crazy older sibling that sometimes steals the show.  We have many similarities, we both are good sleepers, quiet observers, and go with the flow. 

I admit to finding a bit of joy when someone (other than Kelly) is holding him and he starts to cry.  I know that I can always snatch him away, cradle him in my arms, and trigger his calming reflex. I love to snuggle him into my cheek and blast his ears with shhhhushes. 

I love my Baby Troy. 

M